July IWSG: Write as an ongoing commitment . . .

Summer? Really? This week, the temps are still in the 60s, but I have hope. By next week, we should be up in the low 80s. Every day, blue sky. A few clouds. But sunshine. Just what we need.

Earlier today, I went to honor a friend who had passed away. This very informal gathering seemed to be more about sharing her quilting fabric than remembering who she was, her laughter, her wild sense of humor. She was a California girl, passionate and loving. 

So July's question for IWSG (Insecure Writer's Support Group) doesn't really resonate with me. Is there anything I'd like to see changed, added, and/or rearranged about the book publishing industry? Today, I'm just not thinking about publishing or marketing. Rather, my focus is simply on the four seasons, the passage of time, those mornings for now that begin with writing -- unless real life intervenes.

None of us know how much time we have here, not even simply to write.

Yet something draws us back to that blank page -- or blank screen.

Perhaps characters show up in our dreams. Or, a newspaper article reminds us of something far away or long ago. A line of poetry may echo in our hearts, yet unheard. Or someone simply asks: What are you writing now?

My current writing project, Honeymoon in Egypt, is out to beta readers, with feedback hopefully back to me in July. This art crime mystery needs maybe one or two more editing passes and then -- hopefully -- out to the world.

I wish you quiet time to write this summer, whether it's early or late. Still time to explore, to hone, and perhaps to share.

This little cartoon made me smile. Now I'm wondering how many of us are introverts?

Thank you, IWSG and Alex Cavanaugh, for creating this platform so we writers can stay connected. Why not visit one of IWSG's wonderful hosts for July: Rebecca Douglass, Ronel Janse van Vuuren, Cathrina Constantine, and Jacqui Murray!  Find other writers in the online IWSG community at our website HERE.

June IWSG: Just hanging in . . .

 If you are familiar with these monthly posts inspired by the Insecure Writers Support Group, then you're ready for my response to the June 3 challenge question:  Do most of my story ideas come from one place (the news, dreams, etc.), or do they hit from all over the place.

I'd love to have an inspirational answer for you, but these last two months, I've been more focused on taking care of my husband whose recovering slowly from severe back pain. His walking is improving. He can now walk for up to 5 minutes several times a day. Hooray! And the pain has dropped to manageable levels. So I'm happy. Actually, very happy.

But that doesn't mean I've been writing. Usually, I write every day, but just now I'm skipping a day or two or three and, hopefully, will get back on track.

So, where do my story ideas come from? Mostly travel. Places we've been that I want to revisit with a story (example, Honeymoon in Egypt, the current wip). History that appeals to me. Jumping back in time to explore The Seventh Tapestry (London/Paris). I'm not writing poetry or short stories, just novels that take me about 3 years to finish.

And about IWSG, I truly am just hanging in there. You'll notice I'm down around 74 on the current list, even though I've been posting for IWSG over ten years! That's because real life intervenes and I don't always post every month or I post a few days too late. Here's an IWSG post from 2016 about writing with focus, if you want to have a look.

Meanwhile, thank you to those IWSG writers who have become online friends! And, thank you to this month's hosts: Drop by, see what they're up to, and leave a comment, if you wish!  Victoria Marie Lees, Sarah Foster, Natalie Aguirre, and C. Lee McKenzie!

This is a Blog Hop!

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1. Ninja Captain Alex J. Cavanaugh	2. Adventures In Writing: One Woman’s Journey
3. Liza at Middle Passages	4. Tyreans Writing Spot
5. Spunky L. Diane Wolfe	6. Susan Says
7. Arlee Birds Tossing It Out	8. C Lee McKenzie Books
9. Em-Musing	10. Jennifer Lane Books
11. Sandras Blog	12. Elizabeth Seckman
13. Carrie-Annes Magick Theatre	14. Shannon Lawrence
15. The Faux Fountain Pen	16. This Writers Growing
17. WordDreams	18. J. Q. Rose, Author
19. Constantine	20. Toi Thomas
21. Loni Townsend - Squirrel Talk	22. Writing Wings
23. Olga Godim writing	24. Balancing Act
25. Fundy Blue's Standing Into Danger	26. Shout with Emaginette
27. Jemima Pett	28. I Love Space (by J. S. Pailly)
29. Writing in Wonderland	30. Sandra Ulbrich Almazan: Spec. Fic. Author
31. Stories I Found in the Closet	32. Were All Mad Here!
33. Everything Must Change	34. Pensive Pens Post
35. Paving My Authors Road	36. Lynn La Vita
37. Rebecca M. Douglass - The Ninja Librarian	38. Ronel the Mythmaker
39. Literary Rambles	40. Michael Offutt
41. Write On - Rosemary Johnson	42. Sherry Ellis
43. A Far Out Fantastic Site	44. Jean Davis
45. Fiction and Film	46. The Girdle of Melian
47. A Writers Revelations	48. J Lenni Dorner
49. Melissa Maygrove	50. Living the Dream
51. Falling Forever	52. Yvonne Ventresca
53. MotherOwl's Musings	54. East of the Sun, West of the Moon. . .
55. PJLs Write Life	56. Donna K. Weaver
57. Glittering Black	58. Jamie of Uniquely Maladjusted but Fun
59. H. R. Sinclair	60. SquarePeg Books
61. SE White Romance	62. Kalpanawrites - Paperback Writer
63. Rosie's Reverie - Rosie J. Potter	64. Fiction Writer
65. Jenni Enzor, Kidlit Writer	66. Nick Wilford, Speculative Author
67. PJ Colando, Author	68. Crystal Collier -- Author, Composer, Cheese Lover
69. tara tyler talks	70. Miffie Seideman, On We Merrily Stumble
71. Jan Morrison This Crazy Writing Life	72. Janet Alcorn
73. Yvette Carol, Author	74. Beth Camp
75. Readers Roost	76. the road to being a published writer
77. Tanya Miranda - Urban Fantasy & Romance Author

May IWSG: Just Checking In . . .

The Insecure Writers' Support Group (IWSG) question for May 6 asks writers to share their thoughts:  What was the most inspiring feedback you received from readers, including agents, editors, and beta readers?

Not sure I can answer the IWSG question this month. April and May have been chaotic. My hubby has serious, debilitating back pain, and the insurance companies and the doctors are scrabbling over paperwork. This morning, I got a call that his appointment to have that badly needed steroid shot had been cancelled. The rest of the day went down the rabbit hole, trying to figure out why and how to fix it. My first reaction was simply to break out in tears. I feel helpless because I can't do anything to ease his pain.

Usually I tell myself each decade brings us new challenges, and we need to face into them, learn and grow. But I'm thinking the years ahead are not going to get easier.

Okay, so I'll try to answer the IWSG question. I was headed to a quilt guild meeting a few years back and suddenly one of the quilters I really didn't know stopped me and said, "Oh, you're the one who wrote those 'stones' books. I love them." She was talking about my Standing Stones historical fiction trilogy. Her reaction warmed my heart in an unexpected way. So there are readers we may never meet, but we do make an impact on their lives with our words.  

May your own writing -- and all else -- go well.


Thank you to Alex Cavanaugh for hosting the Insecure Writer's Support Group. You can go to the home page for IWSG for more information about this very helpful online writing community. And, here's the link so you can visit the dedicated co-hosts for this month's posting: Jenni Enzor, Jemima Pett, Jamie of Uniquely Maladjusted but Fun, and Kim Lajevardi!  

Why not visit a few of these IWSG writers to see what they're up to this month!

About The Seventh Tapestry: A Tense, Beautifully Woven Art Crimes Mystery

When a priceless 16th-century tapestry vanishes from the Museum of Medieval Art in Edinburgh, newly hired curator Sandra Robertson finds herself under suspicion — and in grave danger. 

Asked to help uncover the truth, Sandra reluctantly teams up with Neil McDonnell, the dashing Scotland Yard art crimes investigator, and together they navigate a web of illicit trade, institutional secrets, and mounting threats. 

As bodies turn up and the thefts escalate, Sandra must decide how far she will go to protect the artifacts she loves and the people she’s come to trust. 

Blending rich historical detail with taut romantic suspense, The Seventh Tapestry takes readers into the world of art crime: detective work that depends as much on provenance records and patchy inventories as it does on instincts and courage. Fans of atmospheric mysteries and historical intrigue will be drawn into the labyrinthine streets of Edinburgh, the hush of museum galleries, and the pulse of a partnership that may become something more.

The Seventh Tapestry is perfect for readers who love art history, clever whodunits, and a slow-burning romantic arc that raises the stakes at every turn. 

JUST A NOTE: This first time I saw the six famous tapestries, woven in the 1500's and dubbed The Lady and the Unicorn, in the Musée de Cluny (National Museum of the Middle Ages) in Paris, France, I was hooked. Why couldn't there be a seventh tapestry? 

And that led to The Seventh Tapestry. This story brings together art, history, and the people who protect our past — and explores the crossroads where passion and peril meet. 

If you haven't read my story yet, why not discover The Seventh Tapestry, a gripping art-crimes mystery set in Edinburgh. Follow curator Sandra Robertson and investigator Neil McDonnell as they chase stolen medieval artifacts, face deadly threats, and uncover shocking secrets.

And, let me know what you think!

 

MARCH IWSG: About Launching . . .

 This month's Insecure Writers' Support Group (IWSG) question asks writers to share their thoughts on launching their book. Specifically, What elements do you include in your book launch? Or, what do you have in mind for your future book launch? Or, what advice do you have for others planning to launch a book?

As a frugal, indie writer, I have tried many different strategies over the last decade, but I'm not sure what works best. And, I'm not sure I have the stamina to really support an all-out marketing effort that should support the launch of any book, especially when we writers spend a few years (or more) writing and revising and revising again. Here are a few that have worked for me:

• Newsletter: Most recommend developing a mailing list and sending out that newsletter consistently . . . but not so often you wind up alienating your readers! I always wonder what will interest my readers the most? It's easy to procrastinate when you're feeling uncertain.
• Presence on social media: Again, consistency and visibility. What can you offer potential readers? A glimpse into your writing life? 
• Reduced pricing or give-away during a launch period: This can be a nice way to say thank you to loyal readers. Actually, this is my favorite -- and can be announced through that newsletter.
• Paid advertising: Have you explored promotional sites/offers from places like Fussy Librarian? My own experience suggests you can anticipate a bump in sales.

That's pretty much all I can think of just now. You may have noticed I've been pretty invisible at IWSG since the December posting. Let me share that life has certainly presented a few plot twists! My husband was diagnosed with Parkinson's Disease, bringing new challenges to us both, but we are persevering. My ability to walk has also been somewhat limited, but I can still walk. And I'm still writing, nearly finished with that next book, Honeymoon in Egypt.

I'm looking forward to reading what others write -- and learning some new strategies. May your own writing go well!

Thank you to Alex Cavanaugh for hosting the Insecure Writer's Support Group. I'm not on my home computer, so please go to the home page for IWSG for more information about this very helpful online writing community. And, here's the link (I hope) so you can visit those dedicated hosts for this month's posting: 

The awesome co-hosts for the March 4 posting of the IWSG are PJ Colando, Ronel Janse van Vuuren, and Natalie Aguirre!

Why not visit a few of these IWSG writers to learn their strategies?

IWSG: Grateful for each day . . .

Wish I did have unlimited time and energy to write. It snowed earlier this week, reminding me that seasons change and that all things have beginnings and endings.

 Today, the first Wednesday of the month, is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. If you are a writer, today you can post your thoughts on your own blog (see question below). This IWSG online community is a very encouraging place to share our writing journey -- and encourage each other!

Some 90 writers participate each month. Why not go to the Insecure Writer's Support Group web site and read a few posts? And consider checking out the very generous co-hosts for today's posting: are Tara Tyler, Ronel Janse van Vuuren, Pat Garcia, Liza, and Natalie Aguirre!

TODAY'S IWSG QUESTION: As a writer, what was one of the coolest/best gifts you ever received?

The most wonderful gift I have received is encouragement all along my writing journey. There's something pretty amazing to hear from readers that they have fallen captive to my stories, even if sometimes the compliments come with a bit of a caveat: "I couldn't believe how much I enjoyed your story!" An honest review remains the very best gift any reader can give -- and I try to reciprocate for those stories I read.

Looking back, my aunt made it possible for me to begin college classes, opening up a world of new ideas and dreams. My husband has encouraged me over the last five decades by reading and critiquing nearly every draft. And, we have traveled everywhere to research my stories (Scotland, England, France, Italy, Turkey, Egypt, South America, and throughout the United States). And I have appreciated working with other writers to exchange crits as we revise and revise again our stories.

What's next? I'm not sure. On December 6, I'll be 82. I hope to finish my current draft, maybe in the first quarter of 2026. If you read The Seventh Tapestry: An Art Crimes Mystery, set in Scotland, please let me know. For my next book is Honeymoon in Cairo. Sandra and Neil got married and somehow wound up investigating thefts of priceless artifacts as the Grand Egyptian Museum near Giza prepared to open. Here's the working cover!

May 2025 end with good memories and new dreams for the coming year for us all. Happy New Year!

IWSG: . . . When I began writing . . .

When we were kids, didn't we all think, "Someday, I will . . . ?"

Maybe I wanted to be an astronaut, to travel the world, and, yes, to become a treasured suburban wife. It was the 1950's after all. But my dreams changed as I became a teenager. I still did want to travel the world, but in my heart, I wanted to be a poet, a dreamer, a writer.

Reality came next. As I worked my way through college, I gave up the idea of becoming an astronaut. Too much math. I became a banker and a teacher, and then I met Allen. I became a world traveler by his side -- and a treasured wife. When I retired from teaching, I became a writer. 

My stories were inspired by the travels we'd taken -- and the history I'd studied of the Industrial Revolution:  Scotland and England in the 1840s. Four books later, I turned to mysteries and now, I love writing every day as I work on my second novel of art crime fiction. 

IWSG's question for this month asks if there have been any surprises along the way. Yes. I have been thrilled to write my stories and find readers who seem to keep coming back! Thank you! Standing Stones, the first in my historical fiction series, now has over 1,200 reviews. And that was a BIG surprise! 

The first art crime fiction I wrote was about a missing tapestry. Perhaps you know about those six famous tapestries on display in Paris -- their theme, the lion and the unicorn, a gift for royalty to use to keep those stone walls warm in their imposing castles. But, asked that writer within, what if there were a seventh tapestry? And what if it went missing? 

November brings us to Thanksgiving, and if you've read this far, I think you deserve a gift! Here it is: if you haven't read it, you can pick up a free copy of The Seventh Tapestry, starting tomorrow, November 6, through Sunday, November 9.  

A note about the Insecure Writer's Support Group: Each month, IWSG posts a question for participating writers to consider. Here's the question for this month: When you began writing, what did you imagine your life as a writer would be like? Were you right, or has this experience presented you with some surprises along the way?

IWSG's purpose is to share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It’s a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!

Posting: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. Post your thoughts on your own blog. Visit others in the group and connect with your fellow writers! 

The awesome co-hosts for the November 5 posting of the IWSG are Jennifer Lane, Jenni Enzor, Renee Scattergood, Rebecca Douglass, Lynn Bradshaw, and Melissa Maygrove!  Why not visit them to see what they imagined when they began writing?

Oct IWSG: My favorite book . . . and a gift for you!

IWSG October 1 question - What is the most favorite thing you have written, published or not? And why?

I still remember working my way through college, sitting in a class of 60 students, excited to begin. I was the only woman. The professor scanned the class and stopped, pointing at me. "Why are you here, taking the opportunity to learn away from a man who will be the head of a household?"

I was humiliated, but stubborn. The class? Economic History of Great Britain. And that's how I got hooked on the 1840s. A time of the Industrial Revolution and the Clearances, when working folks were evicted by landowners eager to make money by raising sheep for the new factories.

This history resonated with me. Yes, I grew up in a blue collar setting. One of my mother's husbands was a steel worker. Sometimes we didn't have enough to eat. I learned about grit and survival. I wanted to learn more about those families in the 1840s whose lives were changed by the Industrial Revolution. I wanted to tell their story. A decade or so later, Allen and I spent time in Scotland, researching places I'd only read about.

That led to my first book of historical fiction, Standing Stones, that introduces the McDonnell family and their journey that took them (through the next three books) from Scotland to Australia and Canada. Today, Standing Stones has over 1,200 reviews on Amazon.

My gift to you is out of gratitude for all those readers (and writers too) who have inspired me to keep writing. Click HERE to pick up your free ebook! (just through Saturday, October 4).

Standing Stones remains my favorite book because the story celebrates not only the perseverance of those who lived through that difficult time, but also my own tenacity -- in writing and in becoming an indie writer. We writers honor our creativity with every word we write, and so, in the words of a mentor found right here on IWSG: Write on!

IWSG's Purpose: To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It’s a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!

Posting: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. Post your thoughts on your own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling. Visit others in the group and connect with your fellow writer - aim for a dozen new people each time - and return comments. This group is all about connecting! 

Let’s rock the neurotic writing world!

Our Twitter handle is @TheIWSG and hashtag is #IWSG.

The awesome co-hosts for the October 1 posting of the IWSG are:

 Beth Camp (that's me!), Crystal Collier, and Cathrina Constantine!

Sept IWSG: Celebrating Leonard Cohen

Leonard Cohen's songs
are poems distilled in music, 

meditations shaped by quiet
that simplifies meaning
down to the edge of understanding.
His dark, slow voice,
relentless, asks us to 

accept some unspoken truth 

that we already know and acknowledge
in the rasp at the back of our throats,
at the tears forming in our eyes:
Unrelenting, universal understanding
of all that makes us human,
vulnerable and yet, worthy.

This month's Insecure Writer's Support Group question asks us to consider: What are your thoughts on using AI, such as GPChat, Raptor, and others with your writing? Would you use it for research, storybible, or creating outlines\beats?

My answer comes from the poem I wrote above, about Leonard Cohen, a much revered singer, poet, and song writer, whose work (at least for me) is about human creativity.

Photo by Takahiro Kyono (2013)

AI may be a useful tool. It certainly is changing and will continue to transform our lives dramatically. Even as we applaud AI's ability to carry out complex tasks efficiently, some recognize the inherent danger in a technology that has the ability to self-teach itself new skills -- and that may outpace human control.

Yes, I have used AI indirectly. As a frugal indie writer, I like to use Pixel to create my book covers. And that's where I found my working cover for Honeymoon in Egypt, an art crimes mystery, currently slated to be finished this December. To my surprise, the image was generated by AI.

I have always been drawn to technology, fascinated by its potential and emerging applications. But I want to write my own words. Tell my own stories. No shortcuts here, in this, my own creative space. When I research, I discover surprising links, new ideas and understandings of what I'm writing. Would or could AI help this process? Well, I think I'm just too old to play around with my own writing process that begins each day. If I were 30 instead of 80, I might want to reconsider. 

So, let's go see what others think! The awesome co-hosts for the September 3 posting of the IWSG are Kim Lajevardi, Natalie Aguirre, Nancy Gideon, and Diedre Knight! Why not visit a few (or 10) of these wonderful writers to find out what they think? Here's the LINK.

What do YOU think about AI, writing, and the wonderful creative world we make for ourselves!

The purpose of the INSECURE WRITER'S SUPPORT GROUP (IWSG) 

is to share and encourage writers at every level. 

Any writer can participate by posting on their blog 

on the first Wednesday of each month. 

August IWSG: Unethical? How about a plot twist . . .

 

Sunday began like any other day of the week. Quiet. Uneventful. Until we ended up in the Emergency Room at midnight. We waited for two hours to learn another two hours would pass before seeing a doctor. So we went home, and in the morning, Allen was better. We just celebrated our 50th anniversary on Friday, but this ER visit seems like a harbinger of things to come, despite doctor reassurances and his advice to wait and see what happens next.

So, I've misssed a few days of writing, and I don't care. Missed a few days of exercise also. Still cooked his favorite meal tonight, and we're looking forward to the rest of the week with NO doctor visits! 

This month's IWSG question is simply: What is the most unethical practice in the publishing industry?

I don't have a clue. Maybe I'll learn from reading other IWSG writers' posts and those intrepid souls who've volunteered to host this month. Why not visit the August co-hosts and find out?  Ronel Janse van Vuuren, Natalie Aguirre, Sarah - The Faux Fountain Pen, and Olga Godim!  Or stop by to check out the nearly 100 participating writers on IWSG's home page.

Thank you for reading . . . I hope the rest of August brings us all some quiet days to cherish and enjoy!

IWSG: Something new???

 

Summer has truly begun with a blast of hot days up past 90F. We stay cool in our cozy apartment with a high of 70F, first floor, and haven't turned on the air conditioning (yet). This morning, I'll be visiting a dear friend, bringing her a collection of quilting projects to share. 

Over the years, I've enjoyed taking classes and learning new skills (sashiko, hand-turned applique).  The end result was a small pile of tabletoppers without backing, settling in the corner with no home. With a commitment to 'get 'er done,' I've begun adding batting, backs, and binding. My first pile of 5 finished tabletoppers went to a fundraiser for a local community center. Only 2 left. And maybe that scrappy blue quilt top will go next. 

There's something truly relaxing about putting random pieces together just to see what happens next -- something like writing. Although, I will admit both writing and quilting require discipline as well.

This month's challenge question from IWSG (Insecure Writers Support Group) asks us: Is there a genre you haven't tried writing in yet that you really want to try? If so, do you plan on trying it?

This month's question made me laugh. Nearly out loud. Mostly because I've written in nearly every genre I can think of, from historical fiction, to art crime mystery, to science fiction, to simple fantasy. One genre immediately popped in my head. I haven't written erotica. Blush! Some 'things' just belong behind closed doors. Private. I'm not being Victorian. Dark edges appeal to me. Just not erotica. 

I'd rather write about how we commit ourselves to a better world and how we find our way there. Especially these days.

And then someone asked me if I'd ever written time-slip stories. Hmm. Never have followed Alice down the rabbit hole to a different time and place. So, maybe that's my next challenge.

Update on the writing. I'm taking a break, even with 50K words calling out to me from that art crime mystery in progress, Honeymoon in Egypt. Family issues have been emotionally draining. Maybe next month, I'll have better news for you. 

For now, I wish you a summer filled with warm (not hot) days, and good times with family and friends. And maybe, some quiet mornings for writing!

About IWSG: The first Wednesday of the month, nearly 100 writers take to their blogs to post their thoughts on writing or in response to this month's questions. Consider visiting this month's generous hosts Rebecca Douglass, Natalie Aguirre, Cathrina Constantine, and Louise Barbour -- and participants HERE to read and perhaps leave a comment!  You just might be inspired . . . to write!

Sounds of the Past . . .

 You know how it is when an old photograph pops up, and suddenly, you're remembering something from decades ago. That happened this week when I spotted a picture of Fats Domino.

He played just the piano at a small high school dance back in 1961. I was a senior, thrilled to 'bop' to his energetic rock and roll, all of us motivated by his music and his enthusiastic smile. I knew he lived in New Orleans. What I didn't know is that Fats Domino was a little shy. Elvis called him the 'real king of rock and roll.' He passed away in 2017, but I can't listen to his music without smiling and reappreciating his gifts.

Read more about Fats Domino HERE and listen to his greatest hits HERE.

As long as I'm looking back, here's another favorite from Simon and Garfunkel to enjoy:  The Sounds of Silence (1964). Ah, another blast from the past! Enjoy.

IWSG: Books????

First Wednesday of the month means time to post a response to The Insecure Writer’s Support Group’s monthly Blog Hop. Here's the June 4 question: What were some books that impacted you as a child or young adult?

Books were an escape for me. I could fall into a book and ignore all else around me -- even meal time. Libraries were quiet. Each shelf beckoned. Once I could check books out, I started with "A" and kept going. Even today, when life becomes chaotic and I don't want to watch the news, a new story beckons. Maybe this is why I became a writer many decades later, entranced by words and the mystery behind an unfolding story.

I remember reading Hemingway's The Old Man and the Sea in my school library and trying to hold back my tears. I was drawn to adventure and now can't remember the book that spawned my dream to travel by ship around the Horn. Other favorites included: Louisa May Alcott's Little Women (somehow I was Jo and Beth at the same time); George Orwell's Animal Farm, Robert Heinlein's Stranger in a Strange Land, Frank Herbert's Dune, and pretty much anything by Ray Bradbury. As a teenager, I used to babysit for one family who kept a box of science fiction in the basement. I read them all. 

Today, i-pads beckon. My grandchildren might start reading. The thirteen year old is carrying around two library books, one Japanese manga, and the other a non-fiction book about police work behind crime scenes. At least, she's reading.

Image by jenikmichal

Changes. . .

Mid-week, and this May morning brings intermittant sun and rain-darkened clouds, switching between sun and shadow, much like me. Since learning Allen has Parkinson's disease, I feel optimistic (maybe he'll remain in the early stages for a long time), and then those darker thoughts come. I try to write and yet end up stepping away from my current project. That goal of writing 300 words a day, 4K a month seems unattainable, and, yes, I feel inadequate, despite having reached 50K already and setting a date to finish the first rough draft by December 2025.

Later today, I'm Zoom meeting with a group of writers to talk about chapbooks. Yes, I have poems, have already published one chapbook, but what will I do with these poems, a few hundred, that remain unread? And when Allen needs me, I don't care about the writing, the morning, I just want to be there for him, steady and strong. Even if I feel like crying.

If I say nothing can be changed, that feeds into inadequacy. The reality is that change comes to us all. So, today, I shall float along with those clouds, feeling the sun, ready to make a commitment: Work to be positive. Take those small steps that create order and peace and harmony in a world that will keep changing.

May the change that comes your way strengthen you.

For now, I'm working on today's menu and grocery shopping. I've given up on that weekly major shopping. Too much gets simply tossed aside. I'd rather do smaller trips, twice a week. Found a recipe for Baked Eggplant Rolls stuffed with ricotta pesto. Nice salad on the side. Probably leftovers for tomorrow.

Cherry tree spotted on a walk near our home